is that the voice of ghost??!

it was three o'clock in the morning, my people called it subuh. with no reason i haven't slept. 

this is my fifth year in this lodge. nothing strange ever happened here (except that fire cracker on new year's eve looked like a war to me). i am a believer but it is hard for me to believe that ghost created in my people's mind does real exist. i always assume it as a result of overly tired thinking or anything related to unstable mind.

anyway, so i've heard something called astral projection or sixth sense and whatsoever it is.  i didn't really care. but, this very very early morning as i opened my room's door something happened. this is not the first time for me to stay out in the terrace late at night or even after midnight like this. i expected nothing, for real. 

this one night turned out to be 'special' though. as i opened the door, i was welcome by the sound of crying.

so i was really surprised. i ain't gonna lie if the weather was so cold that it could freeze anybody to death. yet, i wasn't so sure of what i heard. betting that it was just the sleepy me creating out imagination. OR, it's just the voice from a mosque..you know, contemplating thing..or a neighbor crying in the middle of the night prayer, or mad people who happened to pass the hood..too many options.hard to decide. then, i decided to listen to it..carefully

HOLYCOW!!!!!!!! i heard it again,,even clearer (i listened to it carefully).. i started to have a panic attack.. but, i needed to pee. so, i peed..and the voice just got clearer.. oh God...i'm scared

i returned to my room with the back sound of the day..really wished to hide behind a couch. . . . . . . .

unforunately, i don't have one..

this incident will get me eventually busy with my mind, will i still be brave enough to get home late alone after this?! guess, i'm gonna bring Qur'an everywhere (do i know how to use it,huh?!)

protect me, God,,please..don't let me have any supernatural power (really nury?!u wish!!)